Gardens of the Moon (The Malazan Book of the Fallen, #1)

Author: Steven Erikson

Rating: ⭐ 5/5

Date Read: 2018/03/22

Pages: 666


I don’t know why everyone talks about this book being so difficult to read.

Sure, Infinite Jest is challenging, with the massive amounts of footnotes and obscure references and esoteric vocabulary; I finished that book feeling like I’ve got all the eloquence of Ron Burgundy. Reading Ulysses sometimes feels like tossing the pieces to every puzzle you own together in a trash bag, mixing them around, getting really drunk, then trying to put all the puzzles together on your living room floor. I’m convinced that Proust may have been in cahoots with a time traveler who slipped him an early version of a computer whose only working function was string concatenation.

Gardens of the Moon is more like watching The Usual Suspects, or Reservoir Dogs, or Twin Peaks: at the beginning, you have no idea what’s going on, but if you just go with it the story will build itself around you and you’ll feel smart because you figured it out.

To be fair, that kind of storytelling just doesn’t appeal to everyone. Taking as evidence the inordinate amount of times I’ve been asked by a friend in a movie theater “what’s happening?” even though we’re both watching the movie for the first time and I also have no idea what’s happening which is why I’ve decided to just keep watching, so please stop bothering me, some people have an easier time with uncertainty than others. If you’re cool with Naomi Watts being both Betty and Diane simultaneously, you might like Gardens of the Moon. If you think Bladerunner is better with the voiceover, then maybe this book isn’t for you.

Actually, I was surprised to experience a cozy sense of nostalgia in being left in the dark. When I was little, a day off of school meant watching Days of Our Lives with my mom. I would watch the characters do all these things, with no information about their motivation and backstory. I would have to build my understanding by piecing together their actions. And, when I figured it out, it felt good. But I haven’t had that experience in a long time. In the days of Netflix and Hulu and HBO Go, my default mode is to start from the very beginning, and shows rarely ask me to puzzle things out.

To come back to Gardens of the Moon, I think what appealed to me about this book was that alienation felt like a novel experience. And, I don’t know why, but I liked it. So bring on the next nine books.

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